Mid-Life

I think I’m hitting my mid-life wander/wonder... Holy crap - I’m almost 40. 

I do not feel almost 40. I still feel 35. Questioning my parenting, questioning if I’ll be at my job in another 10 years – or will I age out? I like being goofy! 

I’ve been seeing cardinal birds almost every day. I swore they carry a message of sorts. Mom told me they carry a spiritual message. 

I started listening to Brené Brown and love her... 

I’ve had a HUGE itch for our family to travel and being green with envy at my friends who can hop, skip, and jump with their kids. I want to hike but Hannah is just not there yet (running off, no endurance, too big for a backpack). 

I want more experiences and less STUFF. 

I feel like all of these things are adding up to some sort of mid-life... something. Not a crisis. Change?